I travel, I plant, I paint (mainly walls), I scoot, I tie dye, I write

This week on whybut has been different. At first it annoyed me, not going to lie, but turns out how I want to be and how I am are two very different things. I want to be clear headed 24/7 and able to do all the things I want, but I simply can’t. I get …

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– Fetch a cup of tea before reading – Week one and I can say my mind is calmer. I suppose my ‘whybut’ idea is like a bullet journal, except it’s more random and messy – which suits me to a T. As soon as there are rules or too much structure I just walk …

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I’ve been quite open and honest with my mental health on here in the past, and with everything else in my life, I just go through phases of how much I tell people. At the moment I’m pretty quiet, which I’m not sure is better because do people assume I’m ‘cured’ because I’m not showing …

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    Like Summer, I’m writing some goals for Autumn – not to stick rigidly to but to inspire me to not be lazy like my inner self really wants. I really just want to lay in bed, drink hot chocolate and watch films. Just a brief run down of each goal – go swimming …

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..and all I wanted to achieve before Saturday the 23rd of September was to fly a kite. It was part of my summer goals, and although I made a recap of how I didn’t achieve all of them and how that was okay, I did hold onto this one. Turns out we just didn’t get …

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I’ve been meaning to write this post for a while now and for once it was never laziness that stopped me – I postponed it for more scientific research. Okay, maybe, slightly, not a scientist. At all. Nor much research has gone into this, just a self discovery, then self reflection and then finally self acceptance. Which …

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In desperation, my partner bought me Sleepy from Lush in hopes I’ll settle better of an evening. I’m in an awful routine – which has spanned my 26 years – of getting anxious at night, getting what I call ‘restless leg’ (like growing pains in my legs) and being just a pain in the arse. …

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